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Big Death

by Peter Winnipeg

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1.
Golden Hour 03:54
as I'm sitting always thinking the yellow dusty sunlight makes me feel like a hole like a hand for all to hold let the sun burn me up and take me with the wind don't go so low every winter always colder far too long, can't write songs fast enough to fill the void in my heart for the warmth I need so badly then and don't you know it never comes
2.
Drunk Walks 02:45
I love the cold always have walking from home to home again I drank my warmth before I left stumbling down the roads I walked as a boy on this one particular walk, it seems the boundary between the cosmos and me isn't there, never was all together here we are, sing again
3.
Traffic 03:34
stuck in traffic thinking about all the problems I've ever seen or heard lucky bastards up in the sky with their wings and no place to be or stop baking, burning melting inside of my vessel breathing the fumes of man and his blinders to the not so far off future grinding down our sweet rock to death I now see the reason for the stoppage red and blue lights ahead wreckage, paramedics in no hurry cops sipping coffee just another day for them but a family and group of friends don't know what awaits them sorrow, anguish and a reminder there is no control
4.
Rebirth 03:48
like a solitary stroke of luck in one whole life a death that precedes the body's frees one of their strife they can be reborn only now so what are the means to kill oneself before they die? like I should know, I've only glanced upon the prize some way to leave it all behind and I'll escape and I'll say nothing no words to restrain me free of thought, free of care reborn into nothingness but conscious nonetheless let the music move me with no thoughts to analyze the mess holy, holy experience like a newborn feeling sunlight for the first time a nameless warmth that seeps life into your body's veins listen, listen and rejoice and I return and I know nothing no thoughts to restrain me
5.
The Hustle 03:20
look at all the people running around digging their footsteps into the ground from up here the highway looks like cells in a bloodstream, letters in a book oh, how I'd like to be a vagabond in a world where I'm not the only one but here I am just taking my place every day I'm running the race putting off my happiness for a future that never comes here in this moment, the only one I'm working and moving for anyone wanna slow down wanna relax wanna release the tightness in my chest wanna remember what I knew before when I was a child I heard it before, I'll hear it again one day trying to go somewhere walking in circles thinking my way under the covers I don't even go there, I don't even know what is possible without fear what is more irrational than true self-loathing I think nothing how can you ever truly be happy if you're holding back who you are wanna slow down wanna relax wanna release the tightness in my chest wanna remember what I knew before when I was a child I heard it before, I'll hear it again one day I've done it before, I'll do it again one day
6.
Stuck 03:15
driving home on a cold, rainy day passing through these tiny towns, we look but do not stay I don't want to go back to work tomorrow I wish I could eat for free and live on the road but if you've been broke, you know that doesn't work the way things work here and now, but perhaps one day it could you can be the chokehold on the people trying to bring you down if you stand together with each other dreams of freedom, even though I am the most free kind of person allowed in this land could we bring each other up, sit together, equals and fill each other's cups? oh our leaders they are using us to seek their own wealth driving us against each other like dogs in a fight yes they bet on us, they revel in the blood we shed for their money let us stand together and bite their toes off all people for all people of the world!
7.
Alaska 04:16
I'm going up to Alaska gonna build a home keep away the cold til I get so fed up with the warmth of comfort and venture out and find a snowy bank and stick my head into the ground look around for signs of life and if I lose my breath, I'll realize I'll realize that I was the life I sought too late for action, now, decay I'm going down, digging deeper looking for solid ground that doesn't melt from people here it is, I look up I see a pin of light that is the warmth I need which do I choose, the solid ground or warmth of light? must it really be this choice? is there a steady high, no drawbacks, no hangover just solid peace of mind? I think so, it's a leap of faith I'll make
8.
here is what the nihilist says: here I am and there you are floating 'round a dying star us ourselves dying with it dying cuz limit exists like we're dying from the first moment that we enter reality so I drink to forget my mortality here is what the living say: how do you know when you are dead? is there still a 'you' to be the one aware of what is and not but for now I think you see through your eyes, you are living what will you do with this opportunity? your love is real, and you need it, and you want it and they sing together: ahh life is weird ahh it don't get clearer but you are a glassmaker making lenses for yourself and don't you worry about the end
9.
I can see
10.
hope in the dark where do you start? how can you see, oh how can you see in darkness? sunk my own boat but I'm staying afloat every direction's the same I sure will die if I do not start swimming sometimes it seems just what I need is to be utterly lost then I start running and I see where I was hope in the dark it's surely an art you become god you create light in darkness hope in the dark let us embark on this eternal journey looking for puddles in the sahara desert sometimes it rains what can you do? open your mouth and drink drink it all down drink it, and then keep moving

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Big Death was written and recorded during winter 2018 in Urbana, IL. As the title implies, the mystery of death hangs over this album. Death's tangible realness casts a shadow over everything, swallowing us helplessly whole until in an act of true magic, a spark ignites from within that shows us- death gives life its very meaning.

Taking cues from the likes of Amen Dunes, Angel Olsen, and Jessica Pratt, Big Death sounds dreamy and organic, covered in dirt and overgrown with vegetation.

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released January 8, 2019

all music, lyrics, recording, mixing, and artwork by Paul Tisch

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